BE FREE

I woke up one day and decided that I will be free for the rest of my life. Freedom for me is not being out of jail, being single, having more time to have fun or having enough cash to spend however I wish.

Freedom for me is being authentic. Being "genuine". I have not been straight for some parts of my life because I put myself in a prison of lies. I have lied and covered up for others, myself and family for many years. In that aspect, I'm not dumb or naive. I know fully when one Is playing me or not being real.

Freedom for me is saying what I mean and acting how i feel. Freedom for me is not to puting myself in a position where I’m forced to lie to anyone about anything however painful the truth is.

The moment I decided that I wanted to be free, I have also decided I want everyone to be free around me. I dont like to put people in a position where they are forced to hide stuff from me or lie to me.

I really view people who force themselves to lie or be something they’re not to be very weak. They often end up causing more harm than good to everyone connected to them.

I want to help you. I see you are not acting well. The advice I would give you is set “yourself free”. Dont be afraid to speak your truth. You will lose many fake friends down the road, but the little that remain will love and respect you for who you are.

Be truthful with me. Tell me what’s on your mind. Tell me when you need a break and please set me free when you’re done being my friend. I dont want to feel that I’m suffocating you, I dont want to feel needy or desperate for your time or attention, lastly I dont want you to resent me for some of my behaviours which you led me on to believe you’re cool with, but turns out it’s the complete opposite.

Show me the real you for I want to deal fairly with you.
xxx

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